rhearmas

17 • bi • they/them

about me

this might be long i don't know

im bliss, a 17 year old enby and professional screwup


im an aspiring youtube user and internet extraordinate who has literally no ways to think of actually decent content whatsoever


i go through a lot of anxiety so if i don't respond to your message right away and i start feeling bad just be patient with me so i don't freak out too much, i worry a lot about a lot of things really quickly too so please don't mind that at all


i'm a super sensitive person too so even super tiny things can cause me to freak out so much and may make me blow things out of proportion, please be patient and understanding if i have breakdowns since people say my mood shifts often


i haven't really been diagnosed with anything besides depression and anxiety (and people say i have mood swings, but i deny this) but i feel like i have other things going on, but i'm not one to self-diagnose so don't take me for granted on anything i say about those

if i do ever block you i'm not being mean at all, i just want to be able to get some distance and blocking is usually the best way to do things without causing issues, please don't go out of your way to use an alternate account in order to talk to me if you are blocked by me

before you follow me,

i'm surprisingly open about who i am so if you aren't okay with me being myself and/or posting about lgbt stuff then please get off my profile, i'm definitely not trying to cram it into your face but i just don't want to have negative/triggering people on my profile because i'm an accepting person...

do not interact if:

cringe culture is your main purpose of being here, just be a half-decent person pleaseyou are observed to discriminate or hate on other people, i don't want negativity anywhere on my tl or anyone else'syou are a stalker and only intend to be a creep, just leave me alone i'm still a minor

likes

general

• beefstew (the twitch streamer)
• music such as lofi house and vaporwave/aesthetic
• coding in javascript
• boys
• femboys
• beefstew (the twitch streamer)
• rain sounds
• vaporwave stuff (refer to the background)
• pastel purples and pinks
• watching youtube a lot
• making youtube content if i have motivation
• did i mention beefstew the twitch streamer?

games

active in:

• geometry dash
• minecraft
• roblox (luckily for you, i'm not cringe)

not as active but still had some kind of impact:

• garry's mod
• blockland
• undertale/deltarune
• five nights at freddy's (got me to be more confident with horror games)
• rocket league
• pony island
• terraria

television shows

• the amazing world of gumball
• stranger things
• the office (barely watched, tweet to me so we can binge it together)

music

general

• lofi house! it's super adrenaline-pumping and helps me with playing games
• general lofi! the chill side of it lets me vibe with others or just relax
• depressing music. when i'm sad (a lot, actually) i listen to a 24+ hour playlist of just sad music that makes me feel terrible.
• vaporwave! when there's a car ride there's vaporwave and stuff to let me just stare out a window.
• lots of other genres that i can't remember! no kidding, i listen to like 20 kinds of music it's super weird

favorite artists

• instupendo
• dj seinfeld
• shirobon
• garlagan

dislikes

important one:

my deadname. i get that i deal with it 24/7 in real life but it's super challenging to feel alright. that's about it

otherwise,

don't rush me! i get stressed very easily and it can be very hard for me to break out of my negative emotions once i reach that point. i'll eventually get to it, just be patient please


don't put me on the spot! i struggle socially and have a rough time handling interactions a lot so if i suddenly stop talking and don't want to talk then just give me some space because i have these things happen a lot

pronouns

everyone loves to talk about pronouns. why don't i bring up mine, huh?

primary

the main ones! these are highly preferred.

they/them (super primary)she/her

extras

it/itsxe/xemze, hir

anything that isn't masculine also works too unless i specifically specify!

disclaimer

i know tons of people are super duper petty about pronouns, but i personally won't be upset if you mess them up! besides, i'm okay with anything that's based on how i'm acting. i'm not gonna give you a giant rant if you slip up once in a while, however, if you intentionally and persistently mess up my pronouns, of course i'll be upset! i won't lecture you though; i'll just inform you politely on what my preferred pronouns are. don't worry bud, you're in good hands!